Hi there sorry didn’t get around to posting yesterday, however I have been feeling absolutely excellent considering my outer life has not changed in the circumstances yet, but the work I have been doing visualising and practicing inward counsel is highly recommended, basically I have a teething 8month baby and he not happy, usually I would be stressed, however I find myself composed and tranquil, even if this is all that comes of all of this I am grateful. I have realised how you feel is a choice, so I have chosen happy…..
Ps, was inspired to research the I Am Discourses, channelled by Saint Germaine and written by Godfrey Ray King, I found an audio book on YouTube I am 1 hour in and indeed it is amazing. How great it is to be tapped in the inner wisdom/guidance….
So as I fell asleep last night I focused as clearly as I could on my desire, I am amazed at how real this felt and how amazing I felt in this state. I feel powerful and positive as I woke this morning and found myself in a great mood.
Throughout the day I have found myself thinking about my inner self, the me, the who we are as we close our eyes to the material world, the me that creates….
True to form law of attraction kicked in and as I was checking my emails opened up and watched a Wayne Dyer video, discussing a book called The Impersonal Life by Joseph Benner, well I started reading in iBooks and low and behold within the pages talks of our inner I Am/God. Please read it, it will open up something with in you.
I am being continually reassured that the path I am on is correct and I know that my desire shall be mine soon……
I have always been a spiritual person, searching for the reasons, who I am etc. Yeah I know sounds airy fairy, but true. Having read a lot of Neville Goddards works, Ester and Jerry Hicks works, I have come to discover that indeed our power lies in our imagination, our God and that to believe without a doubt brings all your sincere desires to the material world, you have to believe it to see it.
Therefore I have decided to put this to the test here on my blog and publish my outcomes, if only to record my personal successes. So in theory of the aforementioned books, if I can see clearly and feel vididly that which I desire in my minds eye or my true place of creation, that by the law of attraction it should materialise into form.
So as I mentioned in my initial post I am a mother of five, so money is not always very free to do with what I would like, and recently I have had an interest in taking an online course in life coaching, however this course costs £900, and having some outstanding bills, in the material reality of things I would have to prioritise my financial obligations first, so I have decided to manifest an amount of money that would allow me to participate in this course and take care of my bills. So as often as I can, I am going to imagine receiving this money, what it would feel like and the actions I would take if I did so, and expect it to come into my physical life. Omg how exciting.
Here goes ……….
Hello my name is Wendy, I am a thirty six year old, married mother of five. Needless to say I have very little if any time to myself. My husband works all hours he can to keep the ship afloat and I do the 24/7 mother role. Have to say did not really see this for me, but I love my family dearly and am so greatful and proud to be a part of it.
Recently I have been finding myself more and more fed up, bored and unstimulated by life, feeling that I would love to have the time to have a hobby or the childminders to enable me to have a hobby, but unfortunately it proves rather hard to achieve this, partly because we have five kids and partly because I feel too guilty to ask anyone to take on the responsibility just so that I can have some me time…… Oh how blissful it must be to be a man.
Sitting feeling quite angry at the world I suddenly had an epiphany, I am in creative control and can write my story any way I so please, then came the blog idea and so my real life begins, the one I am living on the inside😜